Letter icon
Letter 3125

Darwin, C. R. to Hooker, J. D.

23 [Apr 1861]
  •  

Higher resolution and downloadable images available from Cambridge Digital Library

    Summary Add

  • +

    Offers to go to Henslow despite his own poor health.

Transcription

Down

23d.

My dear Hooker

I am much pained to think of poor dear Henslow's state. I will write again this evening on indifferent subjects. I write now only to say that if Henslow, you thought, would really like to see me, I would of course start at once. The thought had once occurred to me to offer, & the sole reason why I did not was that the journey with the agitation would cause me probably to arrive utterly prostrated.

I shd. be certain to have severe vomiting afterwards, but that would not much signify, but I doubt whether I could stand the agitation at the time. I never felt my weakness a greater evil. I have just had specimen for I spoke a few minutes at Linn. Soc on Thursday & though extra well, it brought on 24 hours vomiting. I suppose there is some Inn at which I could stay, for I shd not like to be in the House (even if you could hold me) as my retching is apt to be extremely loud.—

I shd. never forgive myself, if I did not instantly come, if Henslow's wish to see me was more than a passing thought.

My dear old friend | Your affect | C. Darwin

P.S. Judge for me: I have stated exact truth: but remember that I shd. never forgive myself, if I disappointed the most fleeting wish of my master & friend to whom I owe so much.—

    Footnotes Add

  • +
    f1 3125.f1
    Hooker was in Hitcham, Suffolk, at the bedside of his father-in-law John Stevens Henslow, who was seriously ill.
  • +
    f2 3125.f2
    See letter to to J. D. Hooker, 23 [April 1861].
  • +
    f3 3125.f3
    CD went to London on 16 April 1861 and attended a meeting of the Linnean Society of London on Thursday, 18 April. On 19 April, Emma Darwin recorded in her diary: `Ch. poorly in London'.
Maximized view Print letter