Gives details of the illness of R. W. Darwin.
My dearest Charles—
Many thanks for your affectionate note this morning.— I fear my account must be that he is weaker and weaker;—and that there is no sign of rallying. Our only comfort must be that he does not suffer quite so much both yesterday and this morning—as might be;—we do not think his countenance so distressed as it was on Friday;—his feebleness is excessive.— But last night was most distressing & suffering, as he could not lie down on first going to bed—but was obliged to be moved back into his Study, a great exertion the bed was altered, and after a time, he was mercifully able to lie down again;—and continued in bed till 3 o'clock, when his breathing again became so oppressed, he was obliged to be up for nearly 2 hours.— He cannot speak above a whisper, and that, very short, his breathing is so difficult.—
He is perfectly collected, and placid in his mind in every way—and one of the most beautiful and pathetic sights that can be imagined—so sweet so uncomplaining—so full of every body else—of all the servants—the servants' children &c—
Susan was up all last night, and the greatest part of the night before;—she is wonderfully able to go through her most trying part, all his directions being given to her.— He attempted to speak about you—this morning, but was so excessively overcome he was utterly unable—; we begged him not to speak—as we knew what he would have said;—the least exertion or excitement exhausts him so, it is quite dangerous.—
You will suffer sadly, my dear Charles—but you will wish to hear every
particular. I am so sorry to hear of your being so unwell— I hope you will
have Emma returned very soon now.— Both Thurger and
Mark are invaluable— they are perfectly
devoted;—no words can describe it.— M
I cannot think of any thing else to tell you—
My dearest Charles I am afraid you will suffer most sadly.— You have not the consolation of being with him as we have.
Yrs ever | E. C. D.
- f1 1206.f1CD's father, Robert Waring Darwin, was near death.
- f2 1206.f2According to her diary, Emma visited Hartfield, where both Elizabeth Wedgwood and Charlotte Langton lived, from 8 to 15 November.
- f3 1206.f3Servants at the Mount. Mark Briggs was the family coachman.
- f4 1206.f4Edward Burd, Shrewsbury physician (Bagshaw 1851).
- f5 1206.f5Dr Henry Parker, R. W. Darwin's son-in-law. He had married Marianne Darwin in 1824.
- f6 1206.f6CD's Account Book (Down House MS) has an entry for 12 October: ‘From my Father for new windows £10. Susan £2.’ On the 29th: ‘Lewis glass for windows [£]8’.