Shrewsbury
Tuesday 30th.—
My dear Sir
Mr. Peacocks letter arrived on Saturday, & I received it late
yesterday evening.— As far as my own mind is concerned, I should I think,
certainly most gladly have accepted the opportunity, which you so kindly have
offered me.— But my Father, although he does not decidedly refuse me, gives
such strong advice against going.—that I should not be comfortable, if I did
not follow it.— My Fathers objections are these; the unfitting me to settle
down as a clergyman.— my little habit of seafaring.— the
shortness of the time & the chance of my not suiting Captain
Fitzroy.— It is certainly a very serious objection, the very short time for
all my preparations, as not only body but mind wants making up for such an
undertaking.— But if it had not been for my Father, I would have taken all
risks.—
What was the reason, that a Naturalist was not long ago fixed upon?— I am
very much obliged for the trouble you have had about it—there certainly could
not have been a better opportunity.— I shall come up in October to Cambridge,
when I long to have some talk with you.— I will write to Mr.
Peacock at Denton, (in Durham?) but his direction is written so badly, that even with
the assistance of the Post office, I am not certain about it— Would you
therefore be so kind, if you know his or C. Fitzroys direction, would you send
one line to the same effect.— My trip with Sedgwick answered most
perfectly.— I did not hear of poor Mr. Ramsays loss till a few
days before your letter. I have been lucky hitherto, in never losing any person for whom
I had any esteem or affection. My Acquaintance, although very short, was sufficient to
give me those feelings in a great degree.— I can hardly make myself believe he
is no more.— He was the finest character I ever knew.—
Yours most sincerely | my dear Sir. Chas. Darwin
I have written to Mr. Peacock, & I mentioned that I have asked
you to send one line in the chance of his not getting my letter.— I have also
asked him to communicate with Cap. Fitzroy.— Even if I was to go my Father
disliking would take away all energy, & I should want a good stock of
that.— Again I must thank you; it adds a little to the heavy, but pleasant
load of gratitude which I owe to you.—
