To Emma Darwin [7–8 February 1845]1
My dear Emma
I shall write my Babbiana tonight, instead of before breakfast. It is really wonderful how good & quiet the children have been; sitting quite still during two or three visits conversing about everything & much about you & your return— When I said I shall jump for joy, when I hear the dinner bell Willy said, “I know when you will jump much more—when Mamma comes home” & so shall I responded many times Annie. It is evident to me, that you must be the cause of all the children’s fidgets & naughtinesses.— Annie told me that Willie had never been quite round the world, but that he had been a long way, beyond Leave’s Green— The Baby has neglected me much today & would not play; she cd not eat any jam, because she had eat so much at tea; but not like Annie of old she did not care. She was rather fidgety, going in & out of the room & Brodie declares she was looking for you— I did not believe it, but when she was sitting on my knee afterward & was looking eagerly at pictures, I said “where is poor Mamma” she instantaneously pushed herself off, trotted straight to the door, & then to the green door,2 saying Kitch & Brodie let her through, when she trotted in, looked all round her & began to cry; but some coffee-grains quite comforted her— Was not this very pretty? Willy told me to tell you that he had been very good & had given Annie only one tiny knock, & I was to tell you that he had pricked his finger.—
My own annals are of the briefest, I paced half-a dozen times along Kitchen Garden in the horrid cold wind, & came in & read Monsters & co,3 till tired, had some visits from children, had very good dinner & very good negus4 —played with children till 6 oclock read again & now have nothing to do, but most heartily wish you back again.—
My dear old wife, take care of yourself & be a good girl. C. D.— Sat. Morn. All right—Willy said to me “poor Poor laying all by himself & no company in the drawing room.” Farewell to our Slip of Land5 Is not poor Eliza’s letter wonderful, pray beg Harry to give some kind message from us—6
Mainly news of the three children.
Please cite as
Darwin Correspondence Project, “Letter no. 810,” accessed on 27 August 2016, http://www.darwinproject.ac.uk/DCP-LETT-810