To John Lubbock [18 November 1860]1
My dear Lubbock
I received this morning Ld. Cranworths2 Subscription & now enclose 5.5.0 for the Nat. School.—3
We returned home yesterday week: Etty did the journey pretty well;4 she was desperately ill at Eastbourne & we gave up all hope; but she has rallied considerably. God knows what the ultimate result will be. I never passed a more miserable time than at Eastbourne.
Pray give our kindest thanks to Mrs Lubbock for her note received this morning.5 There is no possibility of my wife leaving Etty at present. As for myself I have had some thoughts of going up on Wednesday & Thursday, but I very much doubt whether I shall have the heart. I thank you both most sincerely for so kindly wishing to see me; but when working in London, I am so poor a wretch & so tired that my own room in my Brother’s house is the sole refuge for which I am fit.—6
I have done hardly anything in science for many weeks; but have lately been employed in drawing up a paper on the movements of Drosera; the result has been that I have got actually frightened at my results, & will not publish till I have retested my work next summer.— If you are at all at leisure, I shd. like to hear a little news of what you have been doing & whom you have seen most of.—
You take in Annals & Mag. of N. Hist; will you tell me whether in last number (or if in any future number) there is reprinted an Article on the “Origin” by Asa Gray from Atlantic Monthly Review.—7 I wish particularly to know.
I hope you have enjoyed yourself & are not working too hard.
Dear Lubbock | Yours most sincerely | C. Darwin
Drawing up paper on Drosera but will not publish till results are tested.