To Emma Darwin [19 April 1851]
Saturday | 11. oclock
I make two letters for safety. & put the second in at last minute.
First Letter or Page
My own dear. You will have received before this the Electric telegraph message, which I despatched at 9 this morning.—1 And it will have much comforted you.— After the second of yesterdays letters,2 when Dr G. maintained she was not essentially worse, she began to sleep tranquilly & continued so throughout the whole night, Dr Gully came at 11o 30’ to see her keeping nice & warm with no vomiting, & she took a very little gruel. This morning she is a shade too hot: but the Dr who was here at 8 thinks her going on very well.— You must not suppose her out of great danger.—
She keeps the same; just this minute she opened her mouth quite distinctly for gruel.—& said that is enough.— You would not in the least recognize her with her poor hard, sharp pinched features; I could only bear to look at her by forgetting our former dear Annie. There is nothing in common between the two.— Fanny Henleigh is here most kind of course: she does not think badly of her looks. How truly kind of her coming— Poor Annie has just said “Papa” quite distinctly.— Etty is gone with Hannah3 to London by Cheltenham Coach: (Etty never dreamed of danger to Annie) on Monday she goes with the others to Leith Hill.—4 Hensleigh5 is here on way to Newport.— I cannot express how it felt to have hopes last night at 11o 30’ when Dr Gully came, saw her asleep & said “she is turning the corner”— I then dared picture to myself my own former Annie with her dear affectionate radiant face.— I have got your note. My dear dear Mammy let us hope & be patient over this dreadfull illness.—
Saturday. | 2. oclock. We expect Dr Gully every minute; but he is fearfully overworked with 88 patients.— Annie has kept just in same tranquil, too tranquil state: she takes a table-spoonful of gruel every hour, & no physic. All trace of fever is now gone. & yet she is not chilly.— She begins to drink a little more this afternoon & I think that is good.— She has no evacuations, but this is hardly wonderful, considering her [illeg] vomiting.— 3 oclock.— the Dr has been. he says she makes no progress, but no bad symptoms have appeared: but I am disappointed. 4 oclock We have been trying an injection with no success. But she has taken two spoonfuls of tea with evident relish, and no sickness, thank God. I find Fanny an infinite comfort— 5 oclock. just the same. I will write before late Post if Dr G. comes— My dearest | C.D.—
Detailed account of progress of Anne’s illness.
Please cite as
Darwin Correspondence Project, “Letter no. 1402,” accessed on 21 October 2016, http://www.darwinproject.ac.uk/DCP-LETT-1402